Attraction

I have mentioned here before that when I am attracted to someone, I just am. I’m not bound by gender or sexual orientation. There’s no reasoning behind it. Or is there? Last time I wrote about it, it happened at London’s Anime Con and it was a younger woman. I had eyes for no one…

Future

I am positive. I have a good feeling about my future prospects, even if they may take a while to become true. If you’ve been following my blog, you will know that, back in May, I had a Tarot reading done. That reading was very positive but the span for things to happen, as I…

Tattoo Update – 2017 done

I close 2017 with 22 hours of work done. The last sitting of this year lasted only two hours and it involved a lot of shading, going over areas previously done to bring the pictures together.  I love my artist’s work. He gets me. And as Raven would say, he had his hands on me…

Tattoo Update

As promised, here’s an update on my tattoo project. 17 hours of work and I couldn’t be happier. My artist loves this design so much that he posts my pictures to his personal Facebook page, not only the shop’s. It is top notch work and I am proud to display it, hence the few backless…

Dirty Thoughts

This is a post containing random dirty thoughts. I have found it very hard to control them lately. Don’t expect any real depth in my writing tonight. This is just a bit of fun as I’m a bit of a failure at being sexy as you will see. 😉 1. After having a few too…

Tattoo & Daydream

Today I had another three hours of work added to my tattoo, bringing the grand total to 17 hours and counting. I am still in love with it and, oddly enough, I miss the pain when the interval between sittings is too long. It seems each second of physical pain takes away something that hurts…

The Crow and The Butterfly (pt 2)

After my Crow left me, I received yet another visitor: a Butterfly. I saw the little thing struggling on my kitchen window seal. I tried to open the window to let her out but, to my horror, she fell behind the radiator and I couldn’t see her anymore. I thought she had been lost. I carried…

PATIENCE

I am feeling much better. After my retail therapy and getting rid of some of the bad energy, my mood has drastically improved and I’m back to my happy mamma times. I have to keep reminding myself I need patience. When I had my Tarot reading a few months ago, I was told everything there…

Truce

Barely husband made an effort last week to come and say goodbye to my mom. He went to dinner with us. It was awkward but we worked through it. As I explained before, he’s always liked my mother, often getting on better with her than with his own. We kept the civility along the week…

Back to Reality…

…And it sucks! I came back from my wonderful holiday to a week of total chaos and utter hell at work. Wow. I hate when I get so exhausted that I start making stupid mistakes. My brain was all fuzzy, my brain cells completely fried and, by Friday, I wasn’t thinking anymore. I hate that…

Wonderful Weekend

My weekend started with something that could have totally ruined it: an argument with barely husband.  He was questioning me regarding any additional requirements that may block the house sale. Stupid, as I made it clear that I want the house sold and our finances completely separate as soon as possible.  True to my new…

Being Whole Again

I have been in a down mood for a while. The crying, the despair, the loneliness… I’ve felt it all.  Raven, wise beyond her years, has been my saving grace. I thanked her yesterday. She had been trying to hammer into my mind that as long as I’m feeling needy and basically crap, all I’m…

Bucket List Update

I am making very good progress on my bucket list and I am happier because of it. Some things are out of my hands, like the sale of ‘our’ house. I need my share of the money to buy mine. The house is up for sale, had viewings and almost 60 clicks on the virtual…

Tattoo Project

I met with my tattoo artist again today and I can’t describe how in sync we are with this design. He has managed to capture everything I wanted into a very elaborate image.  He had a lot of warnings, regarding commitment especially. It’s not a simple catalogue tattoo. He estimates it will take between 40…

Raven’s Birthday

It is Raven’s birthday today and yesterday we had a lovely party for her and friends. They are a very fun group of kids. I usually keep them fed and they entertain themselves.  Still, it is always a lot of work, from shopping to getting the house ready, baking the cake/cupcakes to making fresh pizza,…

TATTOO PROJECT

I was excited at the start of the day as I would meet with my possible tattoo artist. I dropped Raven at Drama School and drove there. Not even a SatNav mishap that took me to the street of same name in the wrong village could curb my enthusiasm.  Tattoo artists are artists and they…