Yesterday, as I published my latest post, I received the following notification:
Wow! A year has passed and so much has changed!
I started blogging in a moment of complete desperation, anxiety and feeling lost. My marriage was in ruins and the attempts to fix it only made it worse.
I was trying but I wasn’t sure that was what I wanted. Here, through my blog, I found support from this amazing community; I made friends and they have been helping me navigate my tattered relationship and find my true feelings and wishes.
Countless times I broke down while writing when I had no one else to talk to and someone, often an ocean apart, would have kind words to say and pick me up, rescue me from my black hole.
I am in a much better place now. I have made my decision and I am not wavering. I feel it’s the right choice. I guess I knew it already when I called this blog Diary of a Failed Marriage. Not failing but ultimately FAILED.
The blog will probably change and evolve as I and my feelings move on. I still don’t know where it’s going to take me but I am thoroughly excited!