I’m home alone right now, crying like a baby and I don’t know what to do with myself. All evening I’ve been trying to find distractions to cover up the fact that I’d like to be out, I’d like to have company and I don’t.
I made no secret that I like sex and I resort to my growing collection of toys to keep me entertained. It usually helps me swing my mood to have some physical pleasure but today I still feel like shit!
I am feeling lonely, like I haven’t in a while. It’s not the physical side so the recommendation I had from a couple of friends, who I’m sure mean it well, to go out on the pull will not help.
It will work exactly like a toy, with no feelings and the added risks of not meeting expectations or worse: catching some disease.
Tonight, no dildo or vibrator will replace a cuddle and a sweet conversation while caressing the loved one’s body.
Tonight I cry.