The last 24 hours have been extremely difficult.
Barely husband used our first counselling session to vilify me.
He was extremely eager to tell his side of the story. There is truth in it but it’s as if he wanted to make my actions seem unreasonable.
When asked a question by the counsellor, he didn’t reply. He went on another speech about whatever he wanted to say that he had prepared beforehand over the week as he admitted himself.
He said I’m cold but I was the only one getting emotional there. He says I turn Raven cold when she is anything but.
Today he was crying again as he moved out and I was tasked with helping. I spent the day doing his bidding. Raven stayed there with him because he wanted her to. I drove home and my head is pounding.
I want to drown myself in wine but it would just bring my migraine. I want to eat a whole tub of Ben & Jerry’s but I know I’ll regret it.
I have cried my eyes out. I am a total wreck.