I am feeling so exhausted right now and I don’t really know why.
Barely husband took Raven ice skating at Winter Wonderland. I was already feeling tired and decided to stay home.
I did some housework, very slowly. I cleaned the kitchen and living room floors that always get filthy with dog hairs; I washed and dried the clothes (washing machine and tumble dryer so not much work).
My lunch was Pot Noodles because I couldn’t face cooking.
I tried to clean the bathrooms but all I could do was throw some bleach down the toilet before crashing onto my bed for a few minutes.
Then barely husband called they were coming back and Raven wanted cheese bread. I forced myself out of bed to prepare them. It doesn’t take long and by the time they arrived they were almost done.
I then helped Raven sort some clothes and shoes, putting the too small ones in charity bags. I crash sat on the floor because I felt so drained. She was so worried she helped me to bed again and I just stayed there, immobile for almost two hours.
I got up to have a quick shower and I’m back in bed. I don’t know what’s going on but I hate it. I hate feeling weak and I hate not being able to do anything.
I feel like shit.