I am feeling so exhausted right now and I don’t really know why. 

Barely husband took Raven ice skating at Winter Wonderland. I was already feeling tired and decided to stay home.

I did some housework, very slowly. I cleaned the kitchen and living room floors that always get filthy with dog hairs; I washed and dried the clothes (washing machine and tumble dryer so not much work).

My lunch was Pot Noodles because I couldn’t face cooking. 
I tried to clean the bathrooms but all I could do was throw some bleach down the toilet before crashing onto my bed for a few minutes.

Then barely husband called they were coming back and Raven wanted cheese bread. I forced myself out of bed to prepare them. It doesn’t take long and by the time they arrived they were almost done. 

I then helped Raven sort some clothes and shoes, putting the too small ones in charity bags. I crash sat on the floor because I felt so drained. She was so worried she helped me to bed again and I just stayed there, immobile for almost two hours. 

I got up to have a quick shower and I’m back in bed. I don’t know what’s going on but I hate it. I hate feeling weak and I hate not being able to do anything. 

I feel like shit. 

2 Comments Add yours

  1. Sometimes life catches up with us and I hope you just need some “YOU” time. God knows you deserve it. Go easy on yourself and relax. Big big hug. Xoxoxoxo

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  2. MLYGhost says:

    I felt better today. Still very tired and my manager noticed at work. He’s a good person, agreed I need a break and started counting days with me. Everything that’s going on is very draining. Even with the peace treaty there’s a lot to think about and decide. Thanks for the hug! 😘😘😘


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